You


We seemed so similar for so long
The same in everything that was important 
Oh my love we were so wrong
Were we blind for what we did not want to see? 

Where you pull I push 
And what could have been a harmony 
At first felt like a rush 
Fell apart 

We ripped the door out its angles 
Part by part 
Talk by talk 

When you are cold I feel fire burning 
You were warming up at first 
I could see you melt

I was cooling down  
Regulated by your rationality 

Now you tell me you hate the fire
Are afraid 
And the flames go higher 
When your eyes turn cold 

I was your yang and you were my ying 
But we were missing the dots 
Were slowly spiraling 

Away

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